Trust and Opportunity

Yesterday morning, I walked into my office to see an opening for me to post that at first had my name all over it. With out hesitation I post the job and then applied for it. The bad part is that I didn't think it through for I was blinded by this bright shiny star that laid before me. I even went as far as to talk to the one who posted the position after talking to my bosses first of course. As the day progressed and the more I thought about it and with the little hazing I received from heffe and Diva, it dawned on me that I had only been in my position for such a short time and didn't really give the whole idea very much thought. Even though my bosses would never want to hold me back, I realized that I really didn't want to leave them and where I was especially since Diva fought to get me. So I rejected my application and came back to earth. I regret my decision, it just came at a bad time, and quite frankly I'm just not going to abandon my HR team. So I'm staying put and hopefully I didn't ruin any trust that they had in me, I guess I'll find out today. Last night I had a dream about the person who posted the position, which like all my dreams turned very weird very fast. First she was telling me that she wasn't able to sleep with out a mask, which is just odd for I don't think she sleeps EVER. Then a little later as we laid in separate beds, she turned to me and said we should finish off the specialty drinks she had made. WTF? It could have been influenced by the vodka lemonade that I was drinking last night, which btw is very tasty and I recommend it to anyone. So here is to the weekend and being grounded by my anchors.