# 2

For weeks now, I've been feeling great about where my future is headed. I just can't believe what a change. But there is still dark clouds looming as I sit back and watch shit flow from my former department. I shouldn't be surprised at anything that is said or the crap that is done. But I really am. The foundation is really shaken and I don't think it can be repaired at this point in time due to uncaring people working there. I've moved on from the drama but it's still surrounding me from the reports that I'm given from my partner in crime. I feel bad that she has to deal with such disrespect and negativity. When I was sitting next to her it seemed that she didn't always have to vacate the office, but now that an equally as annoying and uncaring person (more like self centered) has taken my place, it's hard for her to concentrate and stay focused. I hate seeing her so upset and hating that which she loves. I keep telling her it will be better but at this point all it sounds like is shit coming from my mouth since there isn't any real sign of things getting better yet they are getting much worse. I want to tell her to hang in there and not let it bother her as much, speak her mind but in a more tactful manner, but she's really not one to back down from anything and it bothers me because she's so damn intelligent. If she only knew how smart she really was and not to be so damn hard on herself. She would probably be able to tolerate the stupidity that has surrounded her. But she is like me, which is very scarey, to where she can't except the stupid any longer. However, I will still be there for her and I hope that she knows this.