You Push And I Push Back

Lately, I've been having a hard time keeping my feelings in check. Yesterday I kept muttering the words "I Quit" at work. Those who know me, know that I was just talking shit that I would never quit out of frustration or annoyance because I'm above all that. I was just at my breaking point and when that happens I just say stupid things. I could make a promise at this moment to never be that way again, but who am I kidding that would never happen. I am a creature of habit and nothing will change that. I just need to keep my thoughts and words to myself before it gets me in trouble. Which brings me to the reason I say "Push Back". I changed my tune after helping a secretary with a simple receipt request. She in turn sent me a rewarding email saying how I must be a valued employee. Nothing makes you change your tune faster than positive feedback like that. I didn't do anything special but my job. I sometimes question if I do what I'm supposed to be doing and after last night I know that I am. People are right when they say the positive out weighs the negative because when I received that email the annoyance and frustration melted away. So push me, and I will still be standing. Push me harder and I might just push back with everything I have. You can't break me.