I'm super addicted to a game I've been playing all about music, it's super fun and reminds me of name that tune for the modern era.
Last night went well with all scheduled people showing up with proper documentation was even better. I love my job. I was super annoyed yesterday but it wasn't due to anything in particular just how I was feeling. I really think I handled it well way better than I used to.
I so wish we weren't so poor and idiots for spending our money on useless shit, but such is life right?
Our biggest loser competition is coming to a close and I feel real good about the results and super excited for what's to come afterwards. I pretty much reached my goal way ahead of schedule which brings me to making a new one for the same time period. I would like to be out of the 200's all together by the time my birthday in July comes. I'm tired of not being healthy weight wise.
My goal for work is to be transferred to the lodge slated to be built in California, but I still have a lot to learn before that happens, and thanks to Diva, she's been my teacher for sure. She swears that my talent is in the finance department, and although I agree with her on that, I can't get over the fact that I love what I'm doing now. It fits me more to be the people person that everyone knows and to actually be more knowledgeable to answer their questions better would be awesome.
You know the saying "You don't miss it until it's gone". Well I've been feeling this way for sometime now, but I'm not quite sure on what it is I miss truly. Is it payroll.....hahaha kind of, but not really. My grandpa or my dad, absolutely everyday!! Is it my youth and childhood friends, of course but we have to grow up sooner or later. I'm sure the feeling will subside and boil over like all the other feelings I have. I am human after all.
In 3 weeks the bear's brother is heading to Disneyland, and we couldn't be more jealous. Everyday is torture for both of us, with a lot of events triggering memories of our past trips and making us want to do like yesterday. Since I have a lot of vacation time now it's really hard to just sit here and not do anything. So sad but true.
Yesterday marked my 5th anniversary with the lodge. I truly love what I do with a few minor glitches but I guess that goes with any place. In my experience, everything has it's ups and downs and nothing lasts forever. I'm just afraid what's to come, and the fact of the unknown scares the shit out of me, but it too will pass. Well there you have it random thoughts by a very random person.
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