5/30/12

So I have my interview today for the ER (HR) position. I've finally realized that I have to stop living my life through how others feel. For the longest time, I spent too much time worrying about what a friend might feel if I did this, or am I going to disappoint someone if I do that. I've been told on multiple occasions that if it makes you happy and it's what you really want to do, then do it and shut up about it. So here I go venturing out onto something new, because I'm tired of feeling stuck and the fucked up part is I didn't even realize that was how I was feeling until dumb ass pointed it out about my predecessor and how she felt in the same position. I do like my job and what I do, but it's time for a change and since I'm getting no where with my current peeps  I must move on. Hell maybe I'll stick around a while longer and see how this plays out. April 2013 is a long ways away yet.