Dreaming

I woke up to the alarm this morning after a bout of weird dreaming. I was frustrated to the max and acted like a 2 year old not getting his way. When the alarm went off, I was relieved that it was just a dream. This patient thing is totally wearing on me. Granted I have a goal and goals take time to reach, I'm just wondering what if...screw that, there is no more what if's there is only "I CAN DO IT!!"