I Maybe A Loser, But A Loser With A Dream

So the title is a little extreme, I don't consider myself a loser in any form of the word. I've done my share of stupid things that would put me in the category but I've learned from those mistakes which keeps me from a permanent spot on the list of top losers. I have a lot of success that I'm proud of that totally out weighs anyone's opinion of me. I kid around and rib myself on a constant basis, but if you can't laugh at yourself then who can you laugh at. There is a thin line between hate and love, and for the most part I love myself for who I am. I only hate myself when I do stupid things that may jeopardize my future. So when I'm pretty much told that I'm average, I get a little offended but not bothered. Like I said it's your opinion and we are all entitled to them because God knows I have my share of opinions. I was told I could negotiate but what's there to negotiate, you put on paper and scored me on how you really feel about my performance. So I think fair is fair, give me a chance to score you and let my feelings show on how well you did. Do you think this will ever happen? Doubtful, but in my head you've already been scored.