Feeling Left Out

I've been told so many times that you don't have to follow the crowd to have a good time. I believe this to be true, but what do you know human emotion jumps in to cloud my mind. I feel a tad bit jealous that I can't drink anymore which isn't a bad thing at all, and I feel a little left out that I won't be joining my co-workers in a fun game of Rock n Bowl this evening due to taking on a Saturday shift. I do however get to spend some time with them before I flake out and come home to sleep. It's not easy to know that I won't be able to participate in all of the games anymore due to my restrictions but I'm not going to let this get me down. I'm starting to feel like my old self again and damn it I'm going to enjoy this feeling as long as it lasts.