1/2/12

A new year is upon us and I have big plans of change this year. Starting with getting credit cards paid off and the car tuned up. The biggest plan is to relocate down to southern Cali which I've been talking about for sometime, but always found reason to postpone it from actually happening. What makes this time different from all the other times? I'm not listening to pleas of "stays" from others even though they claim to not have said anything of the sort. I'm more confident in my skills now that I've enhanced them and I'm not scared anymore like before. My dream is to work for a Disney park (DCA or Disneyland). People are still trying to talk me into staying until the new lodge opens down there and I would love to but I can't wait that long. We (meaning the bear and I) are so sick and tired of this state, and I'm tired of watching the bear go into deep depression every fucking winter. It breaks my heart and he's not the greatest person to be around when he's like this. Trust me, I'm not doing this just for him, this is something I really want and something that I've wanted for a long time (5 years ago to be exact). Nothing can stop us now.