Growing Up Is Hard To Do

I never realized that being an adult would cause this many headaches and childish behavior. Silent treatments, arguing over "toys", talking gossip (can never escape that not matter what age), and my personal favorite throwing huge tantrums when you don't get your way and the pouting afterwards. I already knew about the hardships adult life has like paying bills, getting a good job, hoping and praying that you have enough education to bump you to the next level. Take all of this and mix in human emotion and you pretty much have me. I am one of the lucky ones though, I found love at an early age. I worked my butt off to excel in what ever I do, but failed at going any further due to "hurt feeling" and "jealousy". To be an adult is to learn from past mistakes and try real hard not to repeat them. Live life as a gift and not a chore.

11/14/11

Lets just say that Monday was your typical Monday full of the usual stuff. Finish payroll, clean up messes, and jot down all the messages from the phone that you knew you wouldn't get to that day. All adds up to a very busy day for yours truly. Just another day in paradise right?

Reliving Childhood

I've been watching The Wonder Years via netflix the past couple of days. It's like watching them through my 10 year old little eyes all over again. The same feelings are there and it feels as if it was just yesterday. I remember majority of the scenes and what was to come next. Oh how a young brain soaks up the most obscured things. I always believed that there was a little of all the characters in all of us. But what did I know, I was 10.

It's Friday

Another Friday is here and I'm so looking forward to not doing anything at all. It's going to be a stormy weekend and staying indoors is the perfect way to spend it.

You Can't Make Me

It's that time again to bitch, whine, and groan about going to work. Although, it hasn't been all that bad lately not that it ever was so horrible to begin with. I'm coming to my 4th year with the lodge and I'm happy with where I am right now. I definitely would take my job with me to Cali but that doesn't seem logical at this point. Oh how I wish we could just have money and blah blah blah. I am and will always be someone with a job no matter what it is. That's just fact and a realization that will never change. Not saying if I won the lottery or a big jackpot that I wouldn't take some time off and enjoy the serenity of not having to deal with a time clock, but eventually I would tire of it all and get a jobby job. Any how, it is that time once again to get my butt into gear and head out the door.

Gotta Love It

Getting better from being sick and enjoying the weekend. It started out with a casino run with my Diva and a few others from work however 8:30 was our limit lol. Yesterday, I took my bear and the winnings and hit the other casino and was there until 8 and didn't win anything. Oh well, that's the way the universe works, it gives and takes. Today, the bear suggested that we go window shopping for Christmas and I have to deliver my Christmas demands or I mean list to the parents. I love shopping for others, and a little for myself. Just wish the weekends were a little longer, but even then they would have to end sometime.

11/2/11

I can't believe it's Thursday already, but this is about yesterday which was pretty uneventful in my eyes, but being sick makes everything go by in a blur. I had a weeks worth of stuff to catch up on and believe it or not, thanks to the useless one, I'm not completely behind. Today is going to be a long day but I don't mind one bit. I'm feeling better and to be able to function like I have is just amazing to me, but I didn't have a choice really. Weekend is almost here and I can wallow in my own misery.