Friday, Payday, and It's Gone

The bills are paid and I am stoked on our money situation right now. I'm so proud to say that we are doing pretty damn well for now. If we continue, we'll just be sitting pretty in our new place with no fear of the gambling bug due to limited funds (at least that is what I'm telling the bear). After doing a few month budget it appears that we have more money then originally thought. Which means by the time tax return comes we may be able to head down to Disneyland. But hush hush, since I don't know this for sure. Friday is finally here and this week has done a number on me. For some odd reason I haven't felt like myself due to unknown reasons, and due to medical reasons I have to do the weight loss thing again. To me it's cake because I have the restraint to do what needs to be done. As far as my annoyance levels they have been taking a toll on me. It seems that every little thing is bugging the fuck out of me and I just can't shut it off. So today to make it easy on myself, I'm staying in my office listening to some music and finding my peace. I need to get back to rebuilding the wall that has been chipped down. The worst part is I know what started it and confronting said person would just be futile. So fuck it, I'm just going to take care of it and be my old self. Have a great weekend and stuff!!