Frustration

I'm so frustrated, to say the least. I just don't understand how I'm supposed to accomplish something that no one else knows how to do, I guess it's on my shoulders to figure shit out on my own. I need to stop depending on others to help me, because they can't. So fuck this, I'm going to take this weekend and re-evaluate my situation and what I need to accomplish to make what I want come to fruition. This is so fucking hard, but I'm not anyone's puppet and I refuse to be taken advantage of anymore regardless of personal or professional relationships. It's time for me to just fucking do it already. God dammit I'm so fucking fed up and frustrated at how things have turned out. Over joyed that someone has decided to step up but fucking pissed on how it happened and how it's being handled. Stupid fucking baby shit. GOD!!!!!!!!! I'm airing out my thoughts right now, I just need to blow off some steam and just do what I need to do.