Patience

Why is it everytime I get closer to a trip I become a dick. I'm not sure what goes off in my brain that sets me off. I'm surprised that I even have friends when I return from vacation. It's so fucking stupid that I get this irritated with people. I just want to stay home for the next week and do nothing while waiting for our vacation, but then I would be bored doing nothing. I believe I get really impatient waiting for something and the closer it gets the more impatient I become. I really don't get it, I've waited this long for the day to come and now that it's only 9 days away I want it even faster. Call it excitement if you will, but I should be happy and not angry. Oh well, the best thing I can do is stay positive and be patient and my fun will be here soon enough. Only 9 days away and we'll be in Disneyland. I'm too fucking excited maybe that's my problem lol.